Trusting God Through the Darkness
Jennifer Moscatello • June 18, 2026
(Jeremiah 20:10-13; Matthew 10:26-33)
In the Bible, darkness or night often symbolizes spiritual desolation – a time when we feel distant from God or struggle to sense His presence in our lives. Most of us experience such moments sooner or later. They can be times of doubt, discouragement, sadness, or uncertainty. While these experiences are difficult, they are often part of our spiritual journey and growth.
In today’s first reading, the prophet Jeremiah shares his own struggle. He feels afraid, overwhelmed, and alone. Yet he does not give up. Instead, he turns to God and places his trust in Him. Even in the midst of his suffering, Jeremiah believes that God is with him and will give him the strength to persevere.
Jesus speaks about these difficult moments in today’s Gospel as well. Knowing that His disciples will face challenges and trials, He encourages them with a simple but powerful message: “Do not be afraid.” Even when God seems far away, He is still close to us. Even when we cannot feel His presence, He continues to watch over us with love and care. Jesus reminds us that we are precious in God’s eyes: “Do not be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.”
I have experienced times of spiritual desolation in my own religious and priestly life. Looking back, I can see that those moments became opportunities for growth. They taught me humility, patience, and a deeper trust in God. During difficult times, it is important not to lose hope or make important decisions based on fear, anger, or discouragement. Instead, we are called to remain faithful in prayer and trust that God is leading us, even when the path ahead is unclear.
One simple truth is worth remembering: after every night comes a new day. No matter how long or dark the night may seem, the dawn eventually arrives. In the same way, God’s light and grace will break through the darkness of our struggles. Holding on to this hope can help us persevere when life is difficult.
Today’s readings remind us that we are never alone. God walks with us through every trial and every dark moment. He does not abandon us. He knows us, loves us, and remains faithful to us even when our faith feels weak.
Today, we also celebrate Father’s Day. We thank God for our fathers and for all those who have been fatherly figures in our lives. We are grateful for their love, support, guidance, and sacrifices, especially during the times when we needed them most. May God bless them abundantly and fill them with His peace, joy, and strength.
Happy Father’s Day!
Fr. Andrzej
In today's Gospel, we hear the beautiful story of the multiplication of the loaves and fish. A large crowd follows Jesus into a deserted place. They come with many needs – seeking healing, hope, and the comfort of His presence. Jesus welcomes them with compassion. He teaches them, heals the sick, and then performs a remarkable miracle. With only five loaves and two fish, He feeds more than five thousand people. Everyone eats as much as they want, and all are satisfied. Even more amazingly, twelve baskets of leftovers are collected. This Gospel reminds us of what happens every time we gather for Holy Mass. Like the people in today's Gospel, we come to Jesus carrying the joys, worries, and burdens of our daily lives. We listen to His Word, which encourages and strengthens us. Then Jesus feeds us with the greatest gift of all – His own Body and Blood in the Holy Eucharist. Just as He fed the hungry crowd, He continues to nourish His people with the Bread of Life. Jesus always gives generously. He never measures His love or limits His grace. There is enough for everyone. If we come to Him with open hearts, He will fill us with the strength, peace, and hope we need. The miracle of the loaves and fish is not only a story from long ago. In a real and beautiful way, it continues every time the Holy Mass is celebrated. Jesus is present. He speaks to us, feeds us, and sends us forth renewed. We are especially blessed at St. Martin of Tours Parish to have the opportunity to celebrate daily Mass and to spend time with Jesus during our weekly Eucharistic Adoration. Many parishioners faithfully take advantage of these opportunities, discovering again and again the peace and joy that come from being close to the Lord. Let us never take the gift of the Eucharist for granted. May we come to Mass with grateful hearts, expecting to meet Jesus, to hear His voice, and to receive the Bread of Life. He alone can satisfy the deepest hunger of our hearts. Fr. Andrzej
A young fish once had an argument with an older, wiser fish. "This is not the ocean," the young fish insisted. "This is only the sea. I want to find the ocean." The older fish smiled and replied, "But this is the ocean." The young fish could not believe it. She spent her entire life searching for the ocean, never realizing that she had been swimming in it all along. Sometimes we are like that young fish. In today’s Gospel (Matthew 13:24-43), Jesus tells several parables about the Kingdom of God. Yet we often struggle to believe that God’s Kingdom is already here. We see evil, wars, injustice, suffering, and sin, and we wonder, “How can this be God’s Kingdom?” We may think our only task is to survive this world until we reach heaven. But that is not what Jesus teaches. He tells His disciples, “The Kingdom of heaven is at hand” elsewhere in the gospel (Matthew 10:7). The Kingdom is not only a future promise – it is already among us. It is present wherever God is welcomed, love overcomes hatred, forgiveness replaces revenge, and hope is shared with those who have lost it. Jesus also calls us to help His Kingdom grow. Like the mustard seed and the yeast in today’s Gospel, even small acts of faith, kindness, and mercy can change lives and make God’s presence visible. This week we celebrate the feast of St. Christopher, the patron saint of travelers. Tradition tells us that by carrying a child across a river, Christopher discovered he was carrying Christ Himself. By serving another person, he served Jesus. After every Mass this weekend, we will bless vehicles. As we ask God for safe travels, let us also ask Him to make us faithful witnesses wherever the road leads us. Every journey is an opportunity to bring Christ’s love, peace, and hope to those we meet. May we never spend our lives searching for God’s Kingdom as if it were far away. Jesus reminds us that His Kingdom is already at hand. Let us recognize it, live it, and help it grow every day. Fr. Andrzej P.S. The example of the two fish is adapted from stories by David Foster Wallace.
At first, today's Gospel sounds like a story about farming. Many of us enjoy gardening, and some of our parish families have spent generations working the land. It is natural to picture a farmer scattering seeds across a field. But Jesus is not teaching us about agriculture. He is teaching us about God. The sower is God Himself. The seed is His Word and His grace. The soil is our heart. The first thing Jesus wants us to notice is not the soil but the sower. He is amazingly generous. He scatters seed everywhere without measuring, without counting, and without asking whether the ground deserves it. Some seed falls on good soil, but some falls on rocky ground, among thorns, and even on the path. From a farmer's point of view, this may seem wasteful. From God's point of view, it is love. This is how God loves us. He never stops reaching out to us. He never says, "This person is not worth it." His grace is offered to everyone – the faithful and the struggling, the saint and the sinner, the young and the old, the rich and the poor. No one is outside His love. No one is forgotten. Then Jesus gently turns our attention to ourselves. What kind of soil is my heart today? Am I open to God's Word? Do I allow His grace to take root, grow, and bear fruit in my daily life? God gives the same seed to each of us. The difference is not in the seed but in how we receive it. The prophet Isaiah in the first reading today gives us a beautiful promise: God's Word never returns empty. Like the rain that waters the earth, His Word always brings life. God is always working quietly and faithfully, even when we cannot see it. The message of today’s liturgy is full of hope. Every new day God continues to sow His grace into our lives. Every new day gives us another chance to become good soil. Let us thank God for His generous love. Let us open our hearts to His Word. And let us trust that, with His grace, our lives can bear fruit far beyond what we could ever imagine. Fr. Andrzej
In this Sunday's Gospel, Jesus thanks His Father because He has revealed the mysteries of the Kingdom to "the little ones." Then He invites us with these beautiful words: "Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest." Who are these "little ones"? Jesus is not speaking about people who are uneducated, poor, or weak. He is speaking about people with humble hearts. They know they need God. They know they are not perfect and that they cannot do everything on their own. They recognize that every blessing, every talent, and every good thing they have is a gift from God. They trust Him more than they trust themselves. The world often admires people who are successful, powerful, and independent. Humble people are sometimes overlooked. But in God's eyes, they are precious. They are open to His grace and ready to follow His will. That is why they are the first to recognize Jesus and welcome His Kingdom. The first reading gives us the same message. The prophet Zechariah speaks about a king who comes riding on a donkey, not on a war horse. He is gentle, humble, and brings peace. This king is Jesus. He does not come to impress people or to show His power. He comes to serve, to save, and to lead us to His Father. This is also an important lesson for us. Whether we serve in our families, our parish, or our community, it is not about us. It is not our talents, our ideas, or our achievements that change hearts. It is God who does His work. We simply prepare the way for Him. We plant the seeds, and He gives the growth. God has always done great things through ordinary people with humble hearts. He is still looking for people who are willing to say "yes" to Him. May we become those "little ones" whom Jesus loves: humble enough to trust Him, open enough to receive His grace, and willing to help others come closer to Him. Then, even through our ordinary lives, God will do extraordinary things. Fr. Andrzej
In this Sunday’s Gospel, Jesus looks at the crowds and sees people who are struggling, searching, and in need. St. Matthew tells us that His heart was moved with compassion for them. Jesus does not ignore their needs or pass them by. He notices them, loves them, and responds to them. This is an important reminder for us. God sees each one of us personally. He knows our joys, our worries, and our struggles. He cares deeply about His people and calls us to share that same compassion with others. After seeing the needs of the crowd, Jesus calls His disciples and sends them out to continue His mission. It is beautiful that the Gospel mentions each disciple by name. Jesus does not call a group of strangers. He calls each person personally. The same is true today. Each of us is known, loved, and chosen by God. Each of us has a mission to fulfill. This mission is not only for priests, deacons, religious, or professional ministers. Through our Baptism, all of us are called to be disciples and witnesses of Christ. We serve in different ways – in our families, workplaces, schools, parish ministries, and daily encounters with others. Each of us has gifts, talents, and life experiences that can help those who are struggling or in need. Often, we do not need to make extraordinary efforts. Sometimes simply giving our time, listening, visiting, or being present for someone can make a profound difference. Wherever we bring kindness, hope, encouragement, and faith, we continue the mission of Jesus. Today’s Gospel is also about relationships. Jesus cares for the crowd. Jesus calls his disciples personally. The disciples learn from Jesus and remain close to Him. Their ministry flows from their relationship with the Lord. As we serve others, we grow in love, strengthen our bonds with one another, and build up our parish community. The closer we are to Jesus through prayer, the Eucharist, and daily faithfulness, the more fruitfully we can serve others. The harvest is still abundant in our parish and in our community. There are many people who need a helping hand, a listening ear, and the love of Christ. Let us be aware of our call and our mission. Let us stay close to Jesus and close to the people we serve. And let us do so with gratitude and joy, knowing that when we give ourselves generously to others, we often receive far more in return. Like the first disciples, we too have been personally chosen and sent by the Lord. May we answer His call with willing and generous hearts. Fr. Andrzej
Today the Church celebrates the Solemnity of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ, traditionally known as Corpus Christi. Established in the thirteenth century to renew and honor the Church’s faith in the Real Presence of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist, this beautiful feast invites us to strengthen our faith and gratitude for one of the greatest gifts Jesus has given us – the Eucharist, His abiding presence among us. The Eucharist is not merely a symbol or a reminder of Christ. It is truly Jesus Himself – His Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity – given for our salvation and as nourishment for our spiritual journey. Because we celebrate this mystery so often, we can sometimes lose our sense of wonder. Corpus Christi calls us to pause and remember the extraordinary gift we receive whenever we come to Mass. We are invited to approach the altar with gratitude and to adore Christ present in the Blessed Sacrament with faith, love, and reverence. In today’s Gospel (John 6:51-58), Jesus says: “I am the living bread that came down from heaven; whoever eats this bread will live forever.” Jesus speaks these words with clarity and love. Through the Eucharist, He gives Himself completely to us so that we may remain close to Him and find strength for our daily lives. Yet our encounter with Christ does not end when Mass is over. The Lord whom we receive in Holy Communion is also present in our brothers and sisters, especially those who are poor, lonely, suffering, or in need. Jesus reminds us: “Whatever you did for one of these least brothers of mine, you did for me” (Matthew 25:40). The Eucharist not only nourishes us – it sends us forth. We receive the Body of Christ so that we may become His hands, His voice, and His heart in the world. The love we experience at the altar should be reflected in the love we show to others. Our worship of Christ in the Eucharist should lead us to recognize and serve Christ in those around us. As a parish family, we are blessed with many opportunities to grow closer to the Lord. I warmly invite you to join us for Daily Mass at 8:30 a.m., Eucharistic Adoration on Mondays at 6:00 p.m., and First Friday Adoration following the 8:30 a.m. Mass. Come and spend time with Jesus present in the Blessed Sacrament. I also encourage you to participate in the ministries of our parish, where together we can share Christ’s love with those in need. May this beautiful feast renew our love for the Eucharist and deepen our desire to follow Jesus. May we recognize Him at the altar and in one another, and may His presence guide and strengthen us each day. Blessed Feast of Corpus Christi! Fr. Andrzej