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True Conversion

Diane Winkowski • Mar 08, 2024

Many commentators of the Scripture speak about the Fourth Sunday of Lent gospel as one of the most meaningful and beautiful.  Indeed, there are many symbols and profound meanings in today’s gospel.  I would like to mention just two valid elements that are helpful for our repentance and conversion during Lent, trusting in God and dying to sin.  These two elements are necessary to turn away from evil and renew our relationship with God.


When Jesus explained conversion to Nicodemus, he used an example from the Book of Numbers in the Old Testament (John 3:14-21).  It was about a nest of poisonous snakes, which was encountered by Jews during their journey through the desert.  Many were bitten with a painful bite and many died. 


God, however, told Moses to make a bronze serpent and put it on a pole and all who looked upon it were healed and saved.  It is interesting how God chose to save his people asking them to look up while the snakes were on the ground. 

The first reaction tells me it was illogical and confusing perhaps.  But in fact, it is fascinating to know God’s ways to save his people.  Like everything in the Bible, the scene with snakes has a symbolic and spiritual meaning.  It is supposed to guide us when we struggle with evil in our life.  Instead of spending all time and energy to fight against evil, and our wrong doing, we must learn to trust in God.


The gesture of looking upon the snake on a pole is an invitation to share our struggle with God.  God does not want us to be alone when we struggle.  We must trust in God and pray even more when we are challenged by temptation and sin.  Instead of feeling unworthy and running away, God is asking us for total trust to God’s guidance through our challenges and sinfulness.  Our fight for God and closeness with God is more effective than just fighting with our struggles and

weaknesses on our own.


Jesus recalls this example from the Book of Numbers and brings to Nicodemus this very request of God in today’s gospel.  Nicodemus who came from darkness of night with his struggles and confusion, cannot resolve his problem alone.  He must open up and trust in God totally.  It is like being born again and becoming a new person.


Second condition of true repentance and conversion is dying to sin.  In today’s gospel Jesus foresaw his death on the cross.  Like that serpent lifted up by Moses in the desert, Jesus believed his crucifixion and death on the cross will save his people from their sins.  We learn from Jesus it was necessary to die for sins.  Indeed, we must die for our sins when we are serious about repentance and conversion.  We realize our wrongdoings, confess our sins in Sacrament of Reconciliation, repent with a good intention, but we often fail to turn away from our sinfulness.  We like our sins and our old ways, and thus, fall into the same sins again.  Then, we are discouraged because our repentance and conversion does not work.


The Greek word for conversion is metanoia (μετάνοια).  One of the literal translations of metanoia is changing one’s mind. 

According to metanoia in such understanding, conversion is not just  temporarily turning away from evil but totally changing our thinking.  It is like dying for that sin that constantly bothers me and stands between God and me.  This kind of disposition against sin, which we usually like and do not want to go, is not easy and even painful.  That is why today’s gospel compares it to the crucifixion of Jesus, who fought sin to the point of pain, blood, and death on the cross.  We must die to our sins after the example of Jesus.  If we succeed to die with Christ, we will raise with him on Easter.


Today’s gospel is helpful to us as we pray and reflect about our spiritual growth during Lent.  The two conditions, trusting in God and dying to sin, are necessary to experience true repentance and conversion.  There are a few opportunities for Sacrament of Reconciliation before Easter at St. Martin of Tours.  Please have courage and do not hesitate to meet your sinfulness and then, to experience God in your true conversion during this blessed time of Lent.


Fr. Andrzej


By Diane Winkowski 17 May, 2024
Similarly to Ascension of the Lord, there is inconsistency in the Scriptures regarding the date of the feast of the Holy Spirit. Traditionally we celebrate the feast fifty days after the resurrection of Jesus. Pentecost means fifty in Greek. This date is mentioned in the Act of the Apostles in chapter two. However, according to the gospel of John, the Holy Spirit descended on the Apostles on Easter Sunday, the same day Jesus raised from the dead (John 20:21-23). It is another proof the Bible is not a historical and scientific book. The Bible uses symbols, images, and stories to explain and lead us to God. Additionally, this inconsistency on the date of the feast helps us realize we cannot control or explain the mystery of the Holy Spirit. Elsewhere in his gospel John writes about it: “the Spirit blows wherever it pleases. You hear it sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going” (John 3:8). The Holy Spirit works even within us, and everywhere God desires. I was preparing for the feast of Pentecost and working on my homily a few years ago. It was Saturday evening, Eve of the feast. I was not happy when I received a sick call. I had to travel far to another village to perform the sacrament of anointing and bring Holy Communion to a dying man. I felt it interrupted my preparation, and Pentecost will not be celebrated profoundly as I wanted. I realized very soon I was totally wrong. That visit was very meaningful. The old dying man was full of pain and fear of death. He was not able to receive the entire blessed host into his mouth. I had to break it to a tiny little piece. And then, after receiving Holy Communion a miracle happened. That person started to smile and felt at peace. He could not speak but I clearly sensed he was grateful. His family who gathered around his bed, experienced spiritual joy and felt at peace as well. They started to praise God for God’s sustenance and love. I strongly felt the presence of the Holy Spirit among us in the hospital room. I was grateful for that unexpected experience of God’s Spirit on the Vigil of the feast of the Holy Spirit. It was a very meaningful Pentecost that year for me. I understood profoundly these words of the Scriptures: “the Spirit blows wherever it pleases…” Jesus Christ lived on earth two thousand years ago. It was definitely a privilege and very special time for people who Jesus met, taught, and ministered to. It was just a limited number of people Jesus was able to meet, in limited time and a relatively small part of the world. That is why Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to reach everyone and everywhere in the world. Thus, his love, grace, and all the gifts of the Holy Spirit are available to everyone who desires and is open for God. The significance and power of today’s feast is the fact God can cross the limit of time, place, and even mentality of people to spiritually touch and heal everyone God desires to do so. It is possible through the presence and work of the Holy Spirit in the world because indeed “the Spirit blows wherever it pleases…” Let’s be open to the presence and light of the Holy Spirit in our life. The Holy Spirit is close to us even when we are not aware of it. We cannot pray, make good decision, study and be healed without the influence of the Holy Spirit. We cannot be saved without the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit. Let’s be grateful for today’s feast and the gifts of the Holy Spirit in the world and our life. Fr. Andrzej
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By Diane Winkowski 21 Apr, 2024
Fourth Sunday of Easter is traditionally called “Good Shepherd Sunday.” This name is determined by the gospel passage about the Good Shepherd, which we always read on this Sunday. Today we read the gospel of John. We learn the Good Shepherd loves his sheep and he knows them by name. The author of the gospel makes an important point, the Good Shepherd has a close relationship with his sheep and, contrary to a hired man, he does not run away but stays with his sheep during danger and time of trial. Additionally, the Good Shepherd searches for the lost sheep, finds it and brings it back to his fold. The first Christians knew and believed in Jesus as the Good Shepherd. In fact, the painting of the Good Shepherd is the most common of the symbolic representations of Christ found in early Christian art in the Catacombs of Rome, and was probably the most original image of Jesus Christ for the first Christian community (The painting of Christ as the Good Shepherd can be seen in the Catacombs of Priscilla on the Via Salaria in Rome). Fr. Leo John Dehon, the founder of the Priests of the Sacred Heart loved the image of the Good Shepherd as it is presented in the Gospel. When he visited the Catacombs in Rome, Fr. Dehon realized the image of the Good Shepherded represents well the truth of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Since then, Fr. Dehon often spoke and presented the Sacred Heart as the Good Shepherd in his homilies and writings. Thus, Fr. Dehon beautifully described the Sacred Heart as Father, Mother, and Shepherd in his book, The Priestly Heart of Jesus , “The Heart of Jesus is overflowing with compassion for all those who suffer; those beset by troubles, difficulties, and hardships; for the hungry, the toilers, the destitute, and the sick and infirm. His is the heart of a Father, the heart of a Mother, the heart of a Shepherd” ( The Priestly Heart of Jesus, Thirty-Three Meditations , Chicago, 1947, p. 97). Today many SCJs repeat these words of Fr. Dehon at the beginning of Mass, during the penitential rite, when they encourage people to recall the love of God in their lives, because “his is the heart of a Father, his is the heart of a Mother, his is the heart of a Shepherd.” The Good Shepherd with a sheep on his shoulders, stands for Fr. Dehon as an icon of God, who is loving, kind, and merciful. God makes an incredible effort to reach everyone but especially those who are lost, unheard, and least among us. God sent his Son to save his people (Jn 3:16). It is God, in the person of Jesus Christ, the Good Shepherd, who loves his sheep and is ready to leave the ninety-nine to find the lost one (Lk 15:3-7). “Move out of the sacristy and go to the people” became an essential part of Fr. Dehon’s spirituality and ministry. According to his biographers, Fr. Dehon did not only write and speak about God in the image of the Good Shepherd, but in his own life he also followed the idea and example described in the Gospel. Fr. Dehon loved the people with whom he worked and ministered to. He tried to reach everyone in his community, local Church and in the missions. He practiced the availability and kindness of a Good Shepherd during his ministry, and when he was at home with his community. He was able to listen and understand them. Because of his pleasant and warm personality, Fr. Dehon was known as “Le Très Bon Père” [the very good father] (Andre Perroux, Leo Dehon: Passion for Christ: A Passion for the World , Hales corners, WI, p.71). We are encouraged by today’s gospel and the example of Fr. Dehon to see God as the Good Shepherd. God searches for our close relationship and takes care of us during trial and danger. We are encouraged to trust in God because we are safe in his fold. At the same time, we must spread and continue the mission of the Good Shepherd in our community and society. In our most recent Vision and Mission statement as St. Martin of Tours parish, “we strive to follow the example of Jesus Christ to serve those in need and to become the Good Shepherds for them.” Let’s remember to become the Good Shepherds to those in need and to each other in our parish and larger community during this Easter season. Fr. Andrzej
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The Second Sunday of Easter ends the Easter Octave. The Second Sunday of Easter was once called “Dominica in albis,” (Sunday in white) because it was on the eighth day the newly baptized at the Easter Vigil finally took off the white robes they were given at the baptismal font. They were considered as fully baptized and proficient in faith. Octave, which comes from the number eight in Greek, has a symbolic meaning in the Bible. It means accomplishment, fullness, and beginning of new reality. When eight is mentioned it means something new or complete. God created the world in seven days and on the eighth day, the new world started to function. New creation, the harmony created out of chaos, began to function. Thus, every important event and feast has an octave to prolong and celebrate it to the fullness. After the octave it is accomplished. Number eight was significant for Jews as well. New babies must be presented in the temple on the eighth day after the birth. Many purifications, circumcisions, and offerings were prescribed on the eighth day in the Hebrew culture and faith. We always read the gospel about Jesus and Thomas the second Sunday of Easter. Thomas doubted the resurrection of Jesus but his personal encounter with the Lord healed his unbelief. It is meaningful that Jesus met and reconciled with doubting Thomas on the eighth day after his resurrection. It is a beautiful message to all of us who doubt and hesitate to follow Jesus to the fullness. Today ends the Easter Octave. We must believe to the fullness and spread the message of resurrection to the whole world. The Second Sunday of Easter is also celebrated as Divine Mercy Sunday. This feast is one of the newest and has been celebrated in the Church for twenty-four years. On Divine Mercy Sunday, April 30, 2000, Pope John Paul II canonized Saint Faustina Kowalska and dedicated the World to God’s Mercy. The same day, the Pope declared the Second Sunday of Easter as "Divine Mercy Sunday.” In his Bull, Misericordiae Multus, introducing the Jubilee Year of Mercy (2015), Pope Francis calls Jesus Christ “the face of the Father’s mercy.” According to Pope Francis, Mercy does not mean forgiveness of sins and mistakes. It is rather about practicing the ‘works of mercy.’ Mercy means love in action. When we practice the ‘works of mercy,’ love in action, we continue the mission of Jesus and are called “the face of the Father’s mercy” as well. The Pope challenges us to go to the people to practice charity. As Christians we are not just called to pray and enjoy our relationship with God, we are called to be for others and practice mercy. “I desire mercy, not sacrifice” (Mt 9:13). Divine Mercy Sunday reminds and encourages us to proclaim the resurrection of Jesus not just with words but to practice it with works of mercy. It is more authentic and meaningful when we practice what we believe. Divine Mercy message encourages us to be “the face of the Father’s mercy” for those who are in need. Let’s make an effort and find those who are in need of God’s mercy at St. Martin of Tours. “All grace flows from mercy, and the last hour abounds with mercy for us. Let no one doubt the goodness of God; even if a person’s sins were as dark as night, God’s mercy is stronger than our misery … One thing alone is necessary; the sinner set ajar the door of his heart, be it ever so little, to let in a ray of God’s merciful grace, and then God will do the rest.” ( The Diary of St. Maria Faustina Kowalska , 1507) Fr. Andrzej
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